Just a crack

Have you ever met someone that makes you feel like a princess?
I know I intentionally didn't say queen .
If you have , you'll understand why this writeup.

Here it goes :
You always knew him, he always liked you.
But you just felt pretty neutral about him ,
In your mind , he is the nicest and most decent guy ever .
You guys have hung out a couple times ,
But with restrictions , distance and curfew .
Then , finally you have the time to hang out well ,
No curfew , same location , barely any restrictions
And you try to hold you firmly built walls
But he's to sweet for that
He's not having any of that

Then there appears a crack on
The wall
And a little pint of vulnerability
Creeps in ,
And you just dunno how
To handle even the slightest emotions again
Because you locked them out
For your own safety
So you're stuck in the sea
Of vulnerability.