I mean they were there , together in my “mind”, I mean my body, butttttt, they just didn’t want to cooperate. So that got me thinking , and although I’ve had this thought pop up before , I don’t remember really voicing it out yunnooo .
Yeah, so I started talking to someone from my immediate past. LOL, okay, last year , but it’s the past tho. So back to the topic . This person isn’t such a bad person, I mean he does a lot of decent things, but somehow , he’s hesitant when it comes to some others .
Maybe hesitant isn’t the word though, maybe “inconsistent” is a better word. When I say that, it seems all great and scary , but then I’ve been thinking, just what if he’s like that cause he’s scared of being vulnerable or scared to open up to someone else.
I mean , the possibility is HIGH!. Yes of course there are things that he does that I could just say , you know what , bye boo , but for real, what if just being there for them would work ?
I’m all “psychologisting this thing, like I have the strength and patience for all that. The Ekab in me be like , “ girl everybody been through a whole lot”, you’ve tried so move baby.
Men I dunno, allzzz I’m tryna say is that, what if patience and kindness is all most people need ? Just be there , be persistent and consistent with them .
Wooooff ughhhh, anyway , thought I’d just say that , cause it has been on my mind all day .
If you have the strength please try , just don’t lose yourself trying .
I wish you all the bezzzz .
For now I’m offf . Work ends nowww.
Oh yeah , please listen to “Emeli Sande’s 2019 album”.
Ciao 😘.
Written by 5:00pm
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