FOR THE BETTER

She let go of the nicest guy,

She ever met in her life,

Her heart ached for days,

Her tongue was bitter,

I’d get over it she said,

I will.

The past 4 months were the roughest

For her in her entire existence

She did things, she never thought

She’d do in a billion years,

Most of all, she was finally getting

A hang of her emotions,

Because Mr H broke her and smashed

Her heart entirely

While Mr R told her she was selfish because

She cared too much

Then Mr Nice guy won’t ever give her the light of day

She was tired of men

And her endless actions

That contradicts their words,

Unfortunately, mr nice guy neither had words

Or actions and that’s what hurt

She was tired of assuming whether he wanted

To know her even as a friend or otherwise 

She tried half her best, because her best

Was never even enough,

No he didn’t want to talk to her,

No he didn’t want to know her,

So she built a wall tall enough

And blocked him out

Hardest decision ever

She was too weak to fight

For his attention

She was too broken to try harder

She locked the nicest guy she met

Out of her life

I’m sure he doesn’t care

I’m sure he will block her out too.