Paper girl series (part 4 ): Out of my league

I always knew you were,

 Out of my league,

That’s why I never really,

Bothered about you,

I admired you from afar,

The day you gave me a listening ear,

My eyes started spinning,

And my heart melted,

It wasn't exactly what I needed

In my life at that point

It wasn't even close,

But it was you and you are special to me

So I could really use the joy.

I guessed it would be short lived

I knew you were going to disrupt my life

I saw it coming so fast

Like a fish escaping from a fishing net

But it was already too late,

You had gone too far and I couldn't help it

Now we've gone quarter way,

And I can’t go any further  

Because if I do that will be the death of me,

And I’m not ready to risk my heart

 Again for any being similar to you

You are the sea , coming to sink all my

Paper structures but I won’t let you.

So therefore today,

I let go of you,

I cast every or any memory that I made

With you to paper memory land

And I locked it down with

 The largest chain of forgetfulness,

I cannot handle town destruction,

No, it isn't my hardest decision,

Because I made it before we,

Made memories,

So goodbye to you my dear,

Go be with someone who,

Is in you league;

Because you are a

 Hundred leagues above me

And I am really comfortable

In the league I am in right now. 

Now you will be just a person I once knew,

But i tell you it is better than a broken heart 

Ekab Takon

17/6/2017

9:22pm